i gave up on maths

i got stuck with the iterative thingy.

and to think that i actually put so much hope

on my a&p test

however, hopes got flushed to the drain..

the marks proved how wrong i actually thought.

its just a mere 7 marks above passing grade.

and i actually thought i nailed that paper.

guess i thought it all wrong

to top it all off,

the highest i think was 7 marks away from full marks

its funny how often those thoughts can crawl up to my head still

even after numerous attempts to simply shrug them off.

its just a burning feeling.

im somewhat this figure that just walk in and out of

pple's life without leaving anything behind

no marks, no impacts.

so much so that i get easily forgotten and just shrugged of pple's mind

like somehow maybe in 10 years time

pple will go

"asmi-who?"

"ohh..now i remember..oh yah..wat happen to her huh?"

i appear to be just this plain mother figure with no soul

nothing to be remembered of.

no, im not seeking for sympathy.

anyway, first day of school had been fun

yeah.luched with classmates.and dearest mira.den managed to sneak in some time for fuad.

the day was ok.except for the bus incident

no im not telling you what had happened

those who know, ive told them.

i still dont get it

why do i always run with such bad luck

i guess lady luck just hates me huh

you mean lady

come back to me.

so i can just stop embarassing myself.
well i seriously think my lady luck lost its way home.

hello.

you should be guarding this person

named nurul asmida.